EVERYDAY LIFE...

All I can say about my journal is that my everyday routine is always the same since my girlfriend left....Maybe there will be a change when she is still here. When she was still here we are always together enjoying every minute, But the day come that we must be apart to each other. Everything change since she left, It was so very difficult for me to accept it the fact that she is already not beside me anymore. Even though few months past but the loneliness is still here inside, You see me as happy person in front but deep inside there still the pain that I felt since she went to US. I am still happy to our relationship because even though we are apart we still the time to communicate, and When I hear her voice, even a single word the loneliness felt is gone. I only become happy during Saturday and Sunday because thats the time we talk all the time, but for the whole school days I get lonely again. That is the flow of my life now, I don't get to join to other, I just want to be alone as of now. I don't want to be influence by other people. I am proud to both of us because even we are apart, our relationship is getting stronger until now that we are already 3 years and I thank God about that, I hope God leads our destination to a better life...Thank You